“Turn to me and be gracious to me,
as is your way with those who love your name.
Keep steady my steps according to your promise,
and let no iniquity get dominion over me.
Redeem me from man’s oppression,
that I may keep your precepts.
Make your face shine upon your servant,
and teach me your statutes.
My eyes shed streams of tears,
because people do not keep your law.”
Sin has certainly left it’s mark in the world…and in our lives. We are continually confronted with temptation, our own sin and the sins of others. We all have been hurt and carry scars because of the sin that is so prominiant in the world. Each of us has been hurt in some way or another, whether it is by our own sinful decisions, or the sin of those we think we can trust, those we look to for help and guidance, those we love and those who say they love us. It is a painful plight in our world, this side of heaven.
As I read the last verses of this passage, I couldn’t help but think of the maiden in Song of Solomon. She went out seeking for her beloved and found watchmen. They were the watchmen of the city, those who were called to protect the city and the people within it. The watchmen found her while she was looking for her lover, and their response was to “bruise her” (Song of Solomon 5:6-8). I’m not sure what it means exactly that they bruised her, but I do think it’s interesting to note that the word specifically states that they also took her veil – something that was meant to be removed by only a woman’s husband. Some might say that the removal of the veil is symbolic to the transition from virginity to a consummated marriage, which would also go along with the idea that the veil itself should only be removed by one’s husband. With this in mind, I can only think that the bruises she received were nothing shy of harmful – physically and emotionally. I also wonder if it was an attack, in the least, on her sense of purity or intimate connection with her beloved. Scripture doesn’t say explicitly, but deductive reasoning makes me wonder…
Regardless of what those bruises are for us, we have all been hurt. Luckily Christ has brought redemption and a renewal of purity for those who put their faith in him. A redemption that can only be bought with His blood that was shed on the cross.
Today I stand, bruised and beaten in ways that I would not wish on anyone. Images of past sins committed on/to me and the sins I myself have willingly partaken in flood my mind and my sense of being. I’m not alone in this. I also stand in the Light of Christ – and am being made whole through Grace. I have a sense of eternal wholeness, but I still carry scars from those sins past and present. I still find myself hurt and confused by the deceit, manipulation, and sin (intentional or not) that I see and experience – especially by those that I look to for friendship, help, guidance, counsel, love, etc. To varying degrees, all Christians do.
What is my response to this? What should our response be? For me, I long for heaven and the promises it holds. In Revelations 21 it states:
“Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.” He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”
Our response…to rejoice in the saving power and love of Christ, to give Grace as we receive Grace from our Lord. I long for heaven, but until I am called to go, I long for God’s presence, the times I sit with him and His word that is always waiting for me to read, think upon, and love unashamedly.